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Watching an Abortion Left Abby
Johnson “stunned, shaken” and “frozen in disbelief”
By Dave Andrusko
Over at our sister blog,
Today’s News & Views,
NRLC President Dr. Wanda Franz provided a
superb review of the
just-released book, “unplanned,” written by Abby Johnson,
formerly a director of a Texas Planned Parenthood abortion
clinic.
Hers is an almost classic
road-to-Damascus conversion story. In this case the blinding
light was actually witnessing an abortion which left Johnson
“stunned, shaken” and “frozen in disbelief.”
I’m only about a fourth of the
way through “unplanned,” but my plan is to finish by tomorrow.
Let me talk about just one component that leaps out at even the
most casual reader.
Johnson is driven by an immense
sense of betrayal and guilt over her role in parroting (however
sincerely) the company line.
You read her story of how she was
recruited at a campus volunteer fair by a Planned Parenthood
smoothie and you understand (because Johnson and her co-writer
Cindy Lambert are so gifted) that the PPFA recruiter knew
exactly what buttons to push, what ideals to appeal to.
As she reflects back, Johnson
writes of a younger, more naïve self, “I imagine I was standing
there with my mouth hanging open.” By extension you come to
appreciate how seductive the language would be to any unwary
potential recruit.
But even a quick secondary look
at “unplanned” would not be complete if I didn’t offer an
excerpt from the riveting section early in the book about the
transformative event in her life: Johnson’s unexpected direct
involvement in an ultrasound abortion. When you read it (I was
almost mesmerized), you understand why the scales fell from
Johnson’s eyes.
(By way of background, the
cannula she describes is a hollow plastic tube that is attached
to a suction machine by a flexible hose. “Grace” is Johnson’s
daughter.)
She writes,
“The cannula was already being
rotated by the doctor, and I now I could see the tiny body
violently twisting with it. For the briefest moment it looked as
if the baby were being wrung like a dishcloth, twirled and
squeezed. And then the little body crumpled and began
disappearing into the cannula before my eyes. The last thing I
saw was the tiny, perfectly formed backbone sucked into the
tube, and then everything was gone. And the uterus was empty.
Totally empty. ….
“The image of the tiny body,
mangled and sucked away, was replaying in my mind, and with the
image of Grace’s first ultrasound—how she’d been about the same
size.
“ …[Thinking back to an argument
she’d had with her husband] And now it hit me like a lightening
bolt: He was right! What was in this woman’s womb wasn’t just
tissue, just cells. That was a human baby—fighting for life! A
battle that was lost in the blink of an eye. What I have told
people for years, what I’ve believed and taught and defended, is
a lie.”
Can you imagine how Johnson felt?
Please read Dr. Franz’s terrific review. After I finish
“unplanned,” I will offer a more detailed review.
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